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A guided Christian journey

When God Feels Silent/Near

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Feel God's presence again in just 10 minutes a day. Get 2 guided journeys, the Ethiopian Bible, 100+ hours of audiobooks, 400+ Christian classics, a community that prays with you and much more, all in one app.

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  • Find words when prayer feels difficult
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  • Feel supported through seasons of silence
  • Create a quiet space for God each day
  • 2 guided 40-day journeys
  • Audiobook for every journey
  • Journey map and achievements
  • Daily reminder
  • A prayer after each day

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Before the journey

A quiet confession

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You don’t have to sit in church every Sunday to miss God.

Perhaps one of these feels familiar

  1. You believe in God. You just can’t remember the last time you felt Him close.

  2. Life got busy, then heavy, and somewhere along the way you stopped talking to Him.

  3. You want to believe. Some days it comes easily. Other days you are not sure what you believe anymore.

  4. You don’t feel “religious enough” for church, but you still whisper a prayer when things go wrong.

  5. Late at night you sometimes wonder if He is still listening. You would never say it out loud.

If any of this feels familiar, you are not alone. And this distance does not have to be the end of your story.

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10 quiet minutes a day is enough to begin.

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Excerpt · When God Feels Silent · Day 1

Begin Where You Are

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Perhaps you nearly did not open this book.

Maybe you have opened others like it. You read the first page with a little hope, and somewhere around the third day the hope wore thin and the book went back on the shelf with the others. Or maybe you have heard every encouraging verse so often that one more feels like a pat on the back from someone who is already on his way out of the room.

If any of that sounds familiar, I would like to say one thing before we go further. You are welcome here as you are today. You do not have to be the person who prays easily, or the person you were years ago when God felt close. Tired is fine. Doubtful is fine. A little hopeful and a little afraid to be hopeful is fine too.

So we will not start with an answer. We will start with a question, one of the oldest prayers in the Bible, and it sounds very little like the prayers most of us were taught.

“How long wilt thou forget me, O LORD? for ever?”

Read that line again, slowly. It is not polite. It does not open with thanks or close with a tidy conclusion. It sounds like someone who has waited a long time for an answer that has not come. In the first 2 verses of this short psalm, he asks “how long” 4 times.

A short excerpt, not the full day. Day 1 continues with the story of David, a small practice, a prayer and a question for your journal.

Inside the 80 days

Everything the journey gives you

No lectures. No guilt. No homework. Start with 10 quiet minutes a day, with your journey and app in 1 place.

The 80-day journey

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10 quiet minutes to begin

Each day offers Scripture, a reflection, a small practice, and a prayer.

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Read on your phone, tablet, or computer, wherever a quiet moment finds you.

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Who this is for

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This is for you if

  • You still believe, but somewhere along the way, you stopped feeling much.
  • You miss connecting with other believers.
  • You're not in a perfect place with God right now.
  • You can give yourself 10 honest minutes a day.
  • You'd rather have someone walk beside you than preach at you.

This is not for you if

  • You're looking for a theological explanation for suffering.
  • You're looking for a quick spiritual fix.
  • You want academic Bible commentary.
  • You want someone to tell you exactly what God is saying.

If the first half felt familiar, this journey may have been made for a season like yours.

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The voice beside you

A word from Lucas Grayson

You do not need to feel close to God before you begin. Bring the prayer you have, even if it is a question.

I won't ask you to sound more certain than you are. These pages make room for what is true today, not what you think a better Christian would say.

Each day offers a passage of Scripture, an honest reflection, 1 small practice, and a prayer you may borrow. Start with 10 quiet minutes. Stay longer when you want to, and take the practice into your day.

The first journey makes room to return to prayer when God feels distant. The second explores carrying faith into ordinary life, your decisions, and the way you care for others. You do not need a breakthrough before you turn to it.

I cannot promise how you will feel on the final day. What these pages offer is somewhere to begin again, words when prayer is difficult, and a small rhythm you can return to without pretending.

Lucas Grayson

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Why this journey?

This isn't another devotional to finish. It's a place to return to while you find your way through the silence.

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Starter Journey

When God Feels Silent
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What's included
  • 40-day guided journeyWhen God Feels Silent
  • Complete audiobookAll 40 days read aloud
  • Your Library appAvailable on every device
  • Prayer CommunityPray with and support other believers
  • 1,000+ sacred artworks
  • Prayer journal + 30 Scripture cards
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Complete Journey

When God Feels Silent & Near
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Everything in Starter, plus
  • Second 40-day journeyWhen God Feels Near
  • Second complete audiobookBoth journeys available to listen
  • Complete printable collectionPrayer journal, Scripture cards & daily checklist
  • Ethiopian BibleIncluding Enoch & Jubilees
  • Lifetime access to purchased content
"Day 9 broke something open in me. I truly felt God for the first time in years."Margaret, 67 · Ohio
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Any phone, tablet, or computer. Your Library opens in your browser, nothing to install. EPUB and PDF ebooks, plus MP3 audiobooks, can also be downloaded for offline use.

Everything is in warm, clear English, easy to follow without academic or complicated language.

Your bundle is a 1-time purchase, not a subscription. Your journeys, audiobooks, ebooks, printables, and included library content remain yours.

Bible AI is a separate, optional subscription inside Your Library: ask about passages, explore themes, find related verses, and get context while you read. Your bundle unlocks an offer: when you subscribe, the first month is free on the monthly plan, or 12 months for the price of 7 on the annual plan. The AI Image Creator makes 1 painting a week with any bundle, 30 a month with Bible AI.

1 day at a time. Start with 10 quiet minutes: read or listen to the day's Scripture and reflection, then try the small practice and written prayer at your own pace. Some readings, recordings, and practices take longer. There is no clock to satisfy.

The journey is undated on purpose. Miss a day, a week, or longer and simply continue where you left off. No streaks to protect, no reason to feel behind.

A complete Christian journey inside Your Library app. Depending on your bundle: up to 2 guided journeys, both audiobooks, prayer tools, printables, the Prayer Community, and up to 400+ Christian classics. Everything opens on your phone, tablet or computer right after purchase.

It is for anyone in a season when God feels distant, prayer feels difficult, or faith does not feel the way it once did. You do not need to know the Bible well. Bring 10 quiet minutes and a willingness to begin.

You have 90 days to experience the journey for yourself. Read it. Listen to it. Give it a genuine try.

If you decide it was not right for you, send us 1 short email within the guarantee period and we will refund your purchase according to our guarantee terms. No complicated process.

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